halfknot

Chal came into town and Nish brought her to hang out with me for a good portion of the weekend. They crashed here Sunday night and she drank me under the table. We played the 90's game and kept score by turning the person we beat into animals, and if we beat them again we'd give them problems. For a while I was a tadpole without a tail (thence known as a 'tad') that couldn't float and was raped by bullfrogs. Also saw a concert with Egyptian music. This was the first time that a musical performance caused me to break down in barely controllable laughter, completely losing it. The second half of the concert moved me in a more traditional and expected way.

Chal reminded me of the Fiddler, a girl I used to work with who I was also very good friends with outside of work. She ended up running off with some guy and never returned my calls therafter. We were always attracted to each other, but at the time I was still going out with xxNN. When xxNN and I broke up, I went out with the Fiddler a few times, but I was still so messed up in the head that I couldn't do it properly. When she started telling me about this guy who was telling her he loved her and what-not, I think that's when I was supposed to fight for her. But I couldn't. My head. And so, she left with him, and then our friendship was over because my chance had passed and that's why I don't think she returned my calls from then on.

At least I think that's what happened, or what happened underneath. But I do miss her anyway.

cigarette + wine = easy target: whaPASH!

chal and nish

VS.

On a lighter note...

If you can paint in a Renaissance style, how about this one:



On a lighter note...